\u00dcmit K\u0131van\u00e7\u2019\u0131n \u201cA\u011flama Anne, G\u00fczel Yerdeyim.\u201d belgeselini izlediniz mi? Ac\u0131lar, zul\u00fcmler, yokluklarla yutkunan g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 ve k\u0131y\u0131ma u\u011frayan gen\u00e7 bedenlerin umutlar\u0131, hayalleri \u00e7arp\u0131c\u0131 bir \u015fekilde g\u00f6zler \u00f6n\u00fcne serilir bu belgeselde\u2026 Yitip giden otuz d\u00f6rt can\u0131n hikayesini dinlerken Melih Cevdet Anday\u2019\u0131n dedi\u011fi gibi rahat\u0131m\u0131z ka\u00e7ar bir daha gelmezcesine\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Otuz d\u00f6rt can\u0131n hikayesi farkl\u0131 farkl\u0131 olsa da birle\u015ftikleri tek nokta; her \u015feye dair olan yoksulluklar\u0131. T\u0131pk\u0131 1943\u2019\u00fcn 28 Temmuz\u2019unda Van\u2019\u0131n \u00d6zalp il\u00e7esinde kur\u015funa dizilen otuz \u00fc\u00e7 yoksul k\u00f6yl\u00fcn\u00fcn hikayesi gibi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00d6zalp\u2019ta ya\u015fanan katliamdan 68 y\u0131l sonra Uludere\u2019de (Robosk\u00ee) benzer bir katliam ger\u00e7ekle\u015fir. Zaman de\u011fi\u015fir, insan de\u011fi\u015fir, isimler de\u011fi\u015fir ama \u00f6l\u00fcm de\u011fi\u015fmez. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Ahmed Arif\u2019in deyimiyle \u201cKanun yaln\u0131z biz fukaralar i\u00e7in var. O da cezaland\u0131r\u0131rken sade\u2026\u201d. Fukaran\u0131n cezas\u0131 da kimi zaman s\u00fcrg\u00fcn, kimi zaman hapis, kimi zaman \u00f6l\u00fcm olur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
1943 Temmuz\u2019unda Van \u00d6zalp il\u00e7esinde T\u00fcrkiye-\u0130ran s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131nda bir gece yar\u0131s\u0131 ka\u00e7ak\u00e7\u0131l\u0131k su\u00e7lamas\u0131 ile 33 yoksul k\u00f6yl\u00fc evlerinden al\u0131n\u0131r. (Biri hari\u00e7 k\u0131z oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in) K\u00f6yl\u00fclerin b\u00fct\u00fcn yalvar yakarmalar\u0131na ra\u011fmen 2 rekat namaz k\u0131lmalar\u0131na izin verildikten sonra bir vadinin kenar\u0131nda kur\u015funa dizilirler. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar Ordu Komutan\u0131 Mustafa Mu\u011flal\u0131 emriyle olur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cVurulmu\u015fum\/Da\u011flar\u0131n kuytuluk bir bo\u011faz\u0131nda\/Vakitlerden bir sabah namaz\u0131nda\/ Yatar\u0131m\/Kanl\u0131, upuzun\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ahmed Arif, bu k\u0131y\u0131mdan \u00fcniversitede \u00f6\u011frenciyken okudu\u011fu bir r\u00f6portaj sayesinde haberdar olur. 1940\u2019l\u0131 y\u0131llar\u0131n sonudur. \u00dcniversitedeki arkada\u015flar\u0131 N\u00e2z\u0131m Hikmet\u2019ten sonra \u015fiir yazman\u0131n sayg\u0131s\u0131zl\u0131k oldu\u011funu, bo\u015fa k\u00fcrek \u00e7ekmekten ba\u015fka bir \u015fey olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleseler de i\u015fte Ahmed Arif tam bu d\u00f6nemde \u201cG\u00f6be\u011fimi kendim kestim, kasaba minnet etmedim\u201d diyerek katliam\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn y\u00f6nlerini, ac\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 dile getiren \u201cOtuz \u00fc\u00e7 Kur\u015fun\u201d a\u011f\u0131t\u0131n\u0131 kaleme al\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cF\u0131karal\u0131ktan\/ Pasaporta \u0131s\u0131nmam\u0131\u015f i\u00e7imiz\/ Budur katlimize sebep su\u00e7umuz,\/ Gayr\u0131 e\u015fkiyaya \u00e7\u0131kar ad\u0131m\u0131z\/ Ka\u00e7ak\u00e7\u0131ya \/Soyguncuya\/ Hay\u0131na\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Arif, \u201cOtuz\u00fc\u00e7 Kur\u015fun\u201du yazd\u0131ktan sonra \u015fiir, zaman-mekan dinlemeden her yerde dilden dile bir destans\u0131 a\u011f\u0131ta d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. Bu a\u011f\u0131tta herkes kendisinden bir par\u00e7a bulur. \u015eair dostu Cahit S\u0131tk\u0131, bu a\u011f\u0131t\u0131 Ahmed Arif\u2019ten her dinleyi\u015finde g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131na hakim olamaz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tabii \u015fiir, herkes\u00e7e bilinmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu d\u00f6nemde Ahmed Arif\u2019in ba\u015f\u0131na bela olur. 1950\u2019de kom\u00fcnist propaganda yapmaktan g\u00f6zalt\u0131na al\u0131nan Arif\u2019e, sorguda \u201cOtuz\u00fc\u00e7 Kur\u015fun\u201du okumas\u0131 i\u00e7in sabaha kadar i\u015fkence yap\u0131l\u0131r. B\u00fct\u00fcn i\u015fkencelere ra\u011fmen \u201c\u00d6l\u00fcr\u00fcm de okumam\u201d der. \u0130\u015fkenceler sonunda \u00f6ld\u00fc diye bo\u015f bir araziye b\u0131rak\u0131l\u0131r Arif. O bu d\u00f6nem i\u00e7in \u201cZindanlar\u0131n\u0131z, tabutluklar\u0131n\u0131z, a\u00e7-susuz b\u0131rakmalar\u0131n\u0131z, Amerikan kenetleriniz \u00f6ld\u00fcrmedi beni\u201d der.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cVurun ulan,\/ Vurun,\/ Ben kolay \u00f6lmem.\/ Ocakta k\u00fcllenmi\u015f k\u00f6z\u00fcm,\/ Karn\u0131mda s\u00f6z\u00fcm var\/ Haldan bilene\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Refik Durba\u015f\u2019\u0131n da dedi\u011fi gibi \u201cNerede bir yasak varsa, z\u00fcl\u00fcm varsa orada ilk \u015fiir a\u00e7ar.\u201d T\u00fcm i\u015fkencelere ra\u011fmen bu \u015fiirin yasaklanmas\u0131 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmaz. \u015eiir, ilk olarak 1968 y\u0131l\u0131nda Soyut dergisinin nisan say\u0131s\u0131nda yay\u0131mlan\u0131r. \u00c7evresindeki kimi arkada\u015flar\u0131, neden b\u00f6yle bir \u015fiir kalem ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, ba\u015fka bir \u015fiir kaleme almas\u0131 gerekti\u011fini s\u00f6yleyince Ahmed Arif sert \u015fekilde onlara kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k verir. \u201c\u015eu Bah\u00e7elievler\u2019de manya\u011f\u0131n biri otuz tane tavu\u011fu \u00e7alsa, kesse, ertesi g\u00fcn Ulus gazetesi olay\u0131 d\u00f6rt s\u00fctun \u00fczerinden verir. Tavuk de\u011fil bu yahu 33 tane senin vatanda\u015f\u0131n\u2026 Hi\u00e7bir su\u00e7u yok\u2026 Tertemiz\u2026 Belki hepimizden daha su\u00e7suz\u2026 Kimsesizlikten ba\u015fka su\u00e7u yok. Kimsesiz adamlar o kadar\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Goethe, ac\u0131 yarat\u0131r insan\u0131<\/em> der bir dizesinde. Ahmed Arif de \u201cOtuz\u00fc\u00e7 Kur\u015fun\u201du yarat\u0131rken ac\u0131n\u0131n, zulm\u00fcn derinliklerinde umuda a\u00e7\u0131lacak bir kap\u0131y\u0131 hayal eder. Bu umudu \u015f\u00f6yle dile getirir. \u201cCharlie Chaplin’in dedi\u011fi gibi d\u00fcnyay\u0131 anneler, \u015fairler ve \u00f6\u011fretmenler y\u00f6netseydi, kimseler s\u0131zlanmazd\u0131! Ama o da bencileyin hayalci. Nerede o cici anneler, namuslu, bilimci \u00f6\u011fretmenler, yi\u011fit \u015fairler? Belki 2000 y\u0131l\u0131ndan sonra… Ah be!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n G\u00fcn gelir Ahmed Arif\u2019in tan\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu \u00fclkenin ayd\u0131nl\u0131k y\u00fczleri \u201c\u00d6yle y\u0131kma kendini,\/ \u00d6yle mahzun, \u00f6yle garip…\/ Nerede olursan ol, \/ \u0130\u00e7erde, d\u0131\u015farda, derste, s\u0131rada,\/ Y\u00fcr\u00fc \u00fcst\u00fcne – \u00fcst\u00fcne,\/ T\u00fck\u00fcr y\u00fcz\u00fcne cellad\u0131n,\/ F\u0131rsat\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n, fesat\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n, hay\u0131n\u0131n…\u201d diyebildikleri g\u00fcn, i\u015fte o g\u00fcn B\u00fcy\u00fck \u0130nsanl\u0131k kazanacakt\u0131r ve bir daha ne Robosk\u00eeler ne \u00d6zalplar ne de Mad\u0131maklar ya\u015fanacakt\u0131r. Bizlere d\u00fc\u015fen ise yek bir y\u00fcrekten, G\u00fclten Ak\u0131n\u2019\u0131n dizelerindeki gibi sava\u015fa, zulme, k\u0131y\u0131ma kar\u015f\u0131 insan sorumluluktur diyebilmektir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n *Ahmed Arif, Hasretinden Prangalar Eskittim, Everest Yay\u0131nlar\u0131 58. Bask\u0131 2007 \u0130stanbul<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u00dcmit K\u0131van\u00e7\u2019\u0131n \u201cA\u011flama Anne, G\u00fczel Yerdeyim.\u201d belgeselini...<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":3422,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[8],"tags":[],"manset":[],"class_list":["post-3421","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-sectiklerimiz"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kolektifmucadele1.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3421","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kolektifmucadele1.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kolektifmucadele1.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kolektifmucadele1.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kolektifmucadele1.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3421"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kolektifmucadele1.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3421\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3423,"href":"https:\/\/kolektifmucadele1.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3421\/revisions\/3423"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kolektifmucadele1.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3422"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kolektifmucadele1.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3421"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kolektifmucadele1.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3421"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kolektifmucadele1.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3421"},{"taxonomy":"manset","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kolektifmucadele1.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/manset?post=3421"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}