\u201cG\u00fcle g\u00fcle yolda\u015f\u0131m\u201d dersiniz; \u201csenden ne varsa bizimle ya\u015fayacak: Sen gittin ama kavgan s\u00fcrecek. G\u00fcle g\u00fcle karde\u015fim g\u00fcle g\u00fcle\u201d. Ve susars\u0131n\u0131z, bu ac\u0131lar i\u00e7in, bu g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 i\u00e7in, bu analar i\u00e7in, bu gen\u00e7 sevdalar\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in diyerek gecenin evine vuraca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z g\u00fcn\u00fc beklersiniz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bayram Akdo\u011fdu Tokat\u2019\u0131n Zile il\u00e7esinde do\u011fdu. Ya\u015fam onu \u00e7ocukluk ya\u015f\u0131nda ailesi ile birlikte ge\u00e7im ko\u015fullar\u0131n\u0131n s\u00fcr\u00fckledi\u011fi al\u0131nteri, ekmek ve kavgas\u0131n\u0131n kenti \u0130stanbul\u2019a ta\u015f\u0131nmay\u0131 zorlad\u0131. Bayram, devrimci d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce ile \u00e7ok erken ya\u015fta etkilendi ve onu \u00f6z\u00fcmsedi. Ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131n sonuna kadar devrim ve sosyalizm m\u00fccadelesinin bir militan\u0131 oldu. Bayram Akdo\u011fdu devrimci m\u00fccadelenin i\u00e7erisinde bir yandan m\u00fccadele ederken kapitalist sistemin kendisinde yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 zaaflar\u0131n\u0131n da a\u015fmas\u0131 ve kar\u015f\u0131da sava\u015f\u0131m i\u00e7erisine girmenin de bir devrimci g\u00f6rev oldu\u011funun bilinciyle kendisini amans\u0131z bir m\u00fccadele i\u00e7inde yeniledi ve a\u015ft\u0131. Devrimci olmakta c\u00fcretinive fedakarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ku\u015fanmaktan geri kalmad\u0131 zor g\u00fcnlerde d\u00fc\u015flerine hep ba\u011fl\u0131 kald\u0131. Hapishane ya\u015fam\u0131, Rojova\u2019da K\u00fcrt halk\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck m\u00fccadelesinin en \u00e7etin s\u00fcrecinde saflara kat\u0131lmaktan halklar\u0131n k\u00f6pr\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn bir par\u00e7as\u0131 olmaktan geri durmad\u0131. Rojova\u2019da uzun y\u0131llar kal\u0131p \u00f6n cephelerde kendisi gibi DA\u0130\u015e\u2019e kar\u015f\u0131 sava\u015fan yolda\u015flar\u0131yla birlikte devrimi \u00f6rg\u00fctleyenler aras\u0131nda yer ald\u0131. Rojova\u2019da K\u00fcrt halk\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck sava\u015f\u0131m\u0131 ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftikten sonra orada bir s\u00fcre sa\u011fl\u0131k sorunlar\u0131 ile bo\u011fu\u015ftu. Ve uzun u\u011fra\u015flar\u0131 sonucu Avrupa\u2019ya ge\u00e7mek sa\u011fl\u0131k tedavi etmek zorunda kald\u0131. Orada da ne zaman arasam \u201chevallerle g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyorum\u201d Bayram orada da bo\u015f durmuyor gazete kitap da\u011f\u0131t\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 yap\u0131yor bir\u00e7o\u011funun m\u00fccadeleyi terk etti\u011fi d\u00f6nemde o m\u00fccadeleye daha \u00e7ok sahiplenip ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131 sonuna kadar son nefesine kadar devam etti yoluna. Yak\u0131n g\u00fcnlerde evinde kalp krizi sonucu devrim ve sosyalizme adanm\u0131\u015f bir ya\u015fam\u0131yla \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczle\u015fti Bayram Akdo\u011fdu. Bayram Akdo\u011fdu onu en son m\u00fccadele yolda\u015flar\u0131 ve K\u00fcrt ulusunun \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck kavgas\u0131nda enternasyonalist dayan\u0131\u015fma deste\u011fini verdi\u011fi K\u00fcrtler en son tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 gidip geldi\u011fi Mezopotamya derne\u011fi arac\u0131yla u\u011furlad\u0131 Tokat\u2019a memleketine. K\u00f6y\u00fcne geldi uzun y\u0131llar hasret kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 evinin \u00f6n\u00fcne anas\u0131na karde\u015flerine akrabalar\u0131na geldi Bayram. K\u00f6y\u00fc onun temiz kalbinin etraf\u0131nda birle\u015fti. Do\u011faya toprak anaya emanet ettik kavgam\u0131z\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131l \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczle\u015fenini. An\u0131lar\u0131na ba\u011fl\u0131 m\u00fccadelene sad\u0131k kalarak anaca\u011f\u0131z seni g\u00fczel karde\u015fim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc yaln\u0131z olmakt\u0131r, k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc kendini yaln\u0131z duymak. Bu nedenle koca Naz\u0131m; \u201c\u00f6l\u00fcm kendinden \u00f6nce bana yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yollad\u0131\u201d diye yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r son g\u00fcnlerinde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Her devrimci bilir yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm oldu\u011funu. Umudu t\u00fckenirse yaln\u0131z duyar kendini insan. Y\u00fcre\u011findeki barikatlar\u0131 \u00e7o\u011falt\u0131rsa yaln\u0131zd\u0131r devrimci. Bir de olur, olmaz demeyelim; yolda\u015f s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan mahrum kal\u0131rsa, yaln\u0131zl\u0131k \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00fcst\u00fcne iner devrimcinin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cAz sonra \u00f6lecekmi\u015fiz ne gam\/ bin \u00f6m\u00fcr ya\u015fad\u0131k biz\/ ve \u00fcstelik\/ Omuzlar\u0131nda yolda\u015flar\u0131n\/ bayra\u011f\u0131m\u0131zla g\u00f6m\u00fclece\u011fiz\u201d diyor \u015fair, yang\u0131na durmu\u015f bir gecede. Ve \u00f6l\u00fcm \u00fcst\u00fcne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmekteyim. O, olmazsa ya\u015faman\u0131n da anlam\u0131n\u0131 kaybedece\u011fi ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmaz sonun\u2026 Kaybetmek; yani bir daha \u201cmerhaba\u201d diyememek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zor d\u00f6nemlerde d\u00fc\u015flerinin ucunu asla b\u0131rakmayanlardand\u0131, hani; inan\u00e7lar\u0131 mevsimlik olmayanlardan, hani; emek\u00e7i al\u0131nterini m\u00fccadeleye kat\u0131k edebilenlerden, hani; ac\u0131larla \u00f6rselense de y\u00fcre\u011fi, g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcs\u00fczce t\u00fcrk\u00fcye kat\u0131lmay\u0131 becerebilenlerden. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc hayat\u0131n emek\u00e7isiydi.
Direndi de direndi, hi\u00e7 karanl\u0131k bula\u015fmam\u0131\u015f elleriyle s\u0131k\u0131ca tutundu hayata.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cBiz ne \u00e7ok \u00f6ld\u00fck, biz ka\u00e7 \u00e7e\u015fit \u00f6ld\u00fck, ka\u00e7 kez \u2018\u00f6l\u00fcm ad\u0131n kalle\u015f olsun\u2019 diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131k isyan\u0131m\u0131z\u0131\u201d diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cG\u00fcle g\u00fcle yolda\u015f\u0131m\u201d dersiniz; \u201csenden ne varsa bizimle ya\u015fayacak: Sen gittin ama kavgan s\u00fcrecek. G\u00fcle g\u00fcle karde\u015fim g\u00fcle g\u00fcle\u201d. Ve susars\u0131n\u0131z, bu ac\u0131lar i\u00e7in, bu g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 i\u00e7in, bu analar i\u00e7in, bu gen\u00e7 sevdalar\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in diyerek gecenin evine vuraca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z g\u00fcn\u00fc beklersiniz. Beklersiniz g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc; n\u00f6beti devralarak, biraz daha umutlu, biraz daha gayretli olmak gerekti\u011finin bilinciyle kavgada \u00e7o\u011fala \u00e7o\u011fala…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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